Ward, you have been thinking about soul. Soul is the real you, the essence of who you are. You go by the name Ward Barcafer while on earth school because that is the way you, your soul emerged on earth through your parents and of course took their name as yours.
Soul has consciousness which is also called awareness. You, your soul came from Love, God, the name we use for the High Intelligence that created all. As we have discussed before, I, knowing where I am, still have no knowledge of this God force. Someday, I , my soul will move up in vibrations to realize the whole scheme of things, but that will be many eons from now and I am enjoying life now where I am.
When you join me, when your earth life is over, you will still be you and in this case , Ward Barcafer, because you keep the same personality here that you developed on earth, but the real you, your soul is always in the background.
Love Sue
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This is a book about life after death as provided to me through journaling and a series of extraordinary events by my wife, Suzette Delashmet Shockley, after her demise. When these events started to happen, I, having not known or even thought about life after someone has passed, was in disbelief myself and turned to find out, research, and listen for answers to really see what was happening. In reading and talking with some people that did believe in life after death, I kept an open mind. As these activities happened one by one, what was happening made sense to me because as I took it as a continuing series of events, I saw something was happening that was out of the ordinary. It was in fact very extraordinary and could not, as we know it, be of a human perspective of life on this planet. I now know that when a person loses a good friend, a spouse, a child, or other loving relationship, the deceased person can come through. I believe the stronger the love vibration between the one that has passed and the one left behind, the easier and the stronger will be the connection between them. My books are available through Amazon: "Beyond Earth Through Heaven's Gates: Communication and Insights from Our Spiritual World" and "Beyond the Veil to Heaven".